April 3, 2011

HUJAN SI HATI BATU




Rindu. Ya,rindu! Satu perkataan untuk mentafsir segala mood aku daripada malam tadi sampailah pagi ni.


Serius,memang aku rindukan kau. Aku mana pernah rindukan orang lain selain daripada kau. Kenapa? Jangan tanya aku,tanya hati aku. Lepas je aku dengar lagu blahblahblah,automatik air mata mengalir macam air terjun. Aku sendiri pun tak sangka aku akan menangis sebab aku ingat hati aku dah jadi hati batu disebabkan perkara lepas. Memang betul sebelum sebelum ni aku ada menangis,tapi malam tadi aku menangis memang betul disebabkan orang yang aku rindu sangat sangat. Aku dah pegang phone,dah pergi phonebook cari nama kau tapi aku tak tertekan button call sebab aku takut. Takut yang tak bersebab,bodohkan?


Lagu kedua aku dengar pagi ni,lagu blahblahblah. Aku bajet bajet kuat,ingat tak nak menangis lagi bila dengar lagu ni tapi harapan. Air mata ni keluar juga,eii mencik! Lirik lagu kedua lebih kepada lirik yang membawa maksud tersangat dalam buat aku. Takpa,aku faham sorang. Aku sendiri tak tahu macam mana nak tenangkan diri sendiri,takpa aku chill chill lagi. Cerita sini habis sini,okay? Ell kuat,yeah!

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it alright
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time




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